:'( Juz hope to have a peaceful moment~

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I juz wanted to hav some peaceful moment~ Why cant i hav 1??
I really hope that dis metta will be disappear soon~
But, yet~ you said that you want them to come find prob to hav 'fun'.
I would realli, REALLI dun wan u 2 do tat~ Cse, i juz want my class to be peace, happy or best, together as a heart.
Even if dun wan2 b frens, @ least. Dun nid 2 find some wad, prob.
Dis metta mkes me realli sad, i realli hate dis feeling~ Cse i...
I realli duno wad 2 say abt dis...

but, i cn say is.. i realli realli hate dis feelin..
I hope tat dis metta would gone soon~ n i realli... would be happy.
Well, mayb wouldn't be so worry den~
although dey mayb noisy~ but.. dey sometimes were good~
its depand on hw u lookin on dem~ Yeah, its true~
In 1 view, dey mayb irritating, noisy and things that were negative.
But, ON DE OTHER SIDE~ Dey could be cheerful, fun (nt de FUN tat u're lookin), and quite an ez goin ppl..
Well.. De oly 1 point.. Depand hw u look on dem~

I mayb look very happy, cheerful, hyper bla bla bla~
but.. some metta cme up, my emotions will be effected.
I oso duno why~ dun ask me.. n dun xpect me 2 answer dis question~
I oso hope that i would not ACT in front of everyone tat i'm happy whn im NOT~
I found tat act, could be difficult~
I cant do it whn i not happy~ But, i hav 2 b~
Well.. I hate tat.. But, becoz of U ALL de feelings, dun worry for me, dun be sad/angry 4 me, i'll HAVE TO ACT IT OUT~~!!
Realli, i dun wan anyone worry abt me.. realli~ dun wan to~
Hated tat~
So, pls, pls, PLS, I BEG U~ STOP DOIN TAT~!!
STOP!! STOP ALL DE ACTIONS YOU ARE DOING TO THEM~
PLS~ Be harmony~
If not, juz, dun mke trouble.
PLS~
PROMISE ME~
pls................



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